Saturday, 27 October 2018
HELLO!! so i thought ill update my space cause idk how to write my own report and i really just wanna type things out.. so
im backx,. with more positive vibes because intern has been great so far except writing reports and being a goondu at work.
finally being able to put the past behind and open up to others again is such a good feeling that i am gonna cherish, and i will move on bravely..
anyways. intern at mbs is lit cause there is like so many perks and i swear its damn cool to be working there although the pay sucks lah.
i met great colleagues good friends and weird people..
To the very first team i worked with : mac's team! they were fun people and a fun team to be in, i had the chance to watch and learn more than doing because im so scared that ill screw things up and spoil the equipments.. so i just stood there watching like how useless can i be right... then coiling cables are always hard and weird for me ... so im prolly the most useless person there...
but well at least im improving alot from day 1.. i can at least coil nicer cables now even tho im still slow af.. :p
honestly, fysal so called became my best friend/colleague. he's a really nice and cool guy that teaches me slowly along the way. he explains thing very well and i learnt alot from him. ^^
wandy is just sarcastic all the time but he explains things very well and i learnt so much from them.
who knows.... maybe by the end of internship i might take a liking to this industry and carry on this line .
okie2 im lazy, and here is my rbf .
♥ Embrace the magic
guess they were right, i need to stop hiding behind my mask and be the real me. but then again, who am i? who did i wanted to be ? whad was my goals and dreams? what am i good in ?? i dk anymore. i used to put 10001% in you but now that i lost you, idk whad i wan to do in life anymore.
i cant focus in my studies. i cant focus in life...
u once meant everything to me and you still do . why cant you stay out of my life when you already want her back??
u know me so well that i dont even know how to become a new person... im not brave enough to do it anymore..
there is so much pain that i cant and not know how to express. im just a mess right now.
♥ Embrace the magic