Saturday 25 June 2016

so i guess everyone is starting to slowly move on in life, isit we all finally came to realise that there isnt any more point in staying in the past when the rest have moved on? i really hope that you have moved on, it will make me feel less guilty. but im really sorry things turned out this way for you. but i believe that all this happened for a reason. i can only think positive , and i wont allow myself to think negatively about everything... i believe god has someone even better than him out there for you. and i believe god knows that he is the one that will be able to make me happy forever. im thankful for all memories created. from strangers to colleagues to friends to good friends and finally to my boyfriend. next will be my husband , but that is still far to think of.

went to JB w my family one day too, great family time, altho leong couldnt made it , still enjoyed my family trip.. but i really wished that leong could have went w us :(


during this two weeks of term break, i really appreciate the times spent w you, even tho we are working. getting to see you more often really makes me happy. and the fact that your brother has went home for a week, you made an effort to come fetch me to work everyday and sending me home everyday. im really happy w you by my side. not to forget when we went to watch conjuring 2, i guess you yourself is kinda afraid of horror or either you are bored easily when you watch horror, and i know you always tend to fall asleep every time you watch a movie. but hey, thank god you didnt fell asleep when we was watching conjuring. thank you for protecting me , giving me support and allowing me to hug you so damn tightly and stuff. thank you <3  muackx!



also went to adventure cove w you and your brothers and friends, even tho its awkz for me ... thankyou for not leaving me behind or out, and always checking on me ~ but i still think i got no fate w adventure cove, everytime i go, i have my period.. -.- this time i went, it came again. and worst thing is , i thought we was going to USS... cause leong told me uss -.- but i only know we going adventure cove when i met them at batok, -.- and it was so awkz, cause i had to tell leong i cannot get into water.. and then his reaction gave everything away so everyone knew i was on my period :) fuckkkkk so ps sia,. all three brothers know and then the friends  :(  but heeh thankfully the friends lend me an extra set to play, tho her boobs abit small ah, the bra damn tight on me and i tell leong it was damn uncomfortable -.- and i was so afraid things might leak so i kept checking my butt and legs.... and hehe leong said he will look out for me :) and this time we played almost everything ? except those that needed to pay extra, :p   worthy trip but it sucsk cause of my period but it was amazing cause of the people. <3

so school is starting again, jiayous to everyone !! term 1 done, term 2 leggo!! jiayous!! once we are done w this term , its sem break~!! JIA YOUS GUISE! 

Labels: happiness is within yourself

Sunday 5 June 2016

hey guys! so time flies really fast without you knowing.. its already the first week of june (?) and its common test week.. really huge burden and im glad its gonna be over soon.. ^^

how is the year going for everyone? im really thankful for coming this far in life. especially 2016 . tbh, its not the best year for me. but i met alot of people that came and stayed in my life. i found who true friends are, and i also realise that not everyone will stays in your life to please you ...  if they leave, let them go. because they wont even have left if they wanted to stay w you . im thankful for all the blessed events that has happened to me. and one of them is meeting my bf, ^_^  
 throwback to two years ago, when i participated in the 4x400m race w my class. im thankful for being able to achieve this gold medal w the hard work of my team mates. big thanks to asyraf, hui ting and alex. i miss you guys lots xoxo, i miss having classes w you all. i miss how we have PE together and all the fun games we played tgt... we are all now on different routes to a better future but i hope many years down the road, we will still be able cross each other path and lets never forget each other ok? im really scared of losing true and good friends. i may not voice many things out, and i always tend to keep them locked inside of me but only this page has seen and wrote out what i have been feeling. if you are reading this , then maybe you will understand me abit.. but if not , its okayyy :)




and of course my lovely colleagues that eventually turns into good friends. thankyou kei and tan for being such awesome colleagues and friends at work. thank you for not alienating me from everyone and always trying to let me fit in w you all. although me and kei sort of drifted for now, maybe cause of chrislyn and that i have started school alr.. but i know the bond between me and kei will never break. she will forever be my KL jiejie and i will be her singapore meimei ^^  heehehe, thankful for meeting all of you and im looking forward to creating  more beautiful memories w everyone.. * side tracks : congrates to all the genki couples formed LOL. me and leong, kei and kit , chrislyn and meng and lastly, simon and angie * lets all last very long and may the sweetness in everyone stays forever long. <3



and these are my PFP friends. really thankful for meeting all of you, especially shi hui and my spies: renée and jia ying. thankyou for making PFP so much better and i really miss going to the petrol kiosk bus stop w you all :( now that we are all in our own courses, we drifted alot but hey the PFP bond is still there but we are all just so caught up w our own present that we neglected others. :(  and also not forgetting joanne, hehee thank you for being such an awesome friend. thank you for becoming my best friend also, although we drifted alot, and its obvious. i really miss having you over at my hse, i miss singing K w you. i wan more JB adventures w you.. :( pls lets not drift anymore:(
then there is bella and merick that i can rely on when i need help. and of course, my dearest didi ( cheeyong ) and shawn and calvin that makes lunch time more enjoyable now cause of your company and i wont forget you eddie!


and to finish this post , thank you for coming into my life uncle foong. <3 im really blessed and lucky to have met you last year at genki. who would have knew that after a year, we will get tgt. it was really complicated for us at the beginning but then we finally managed to cross every obstacle and finally got tgt. im really happy and glad that we came this far. its been almost 3 months of being tgt w you but i know we are gonna go a very long way tgt. i love you many many and my love for you will never change or decrease. i may not be the most perfect gf. but im glad you didnt give up on me. thank you for every memories we created. and lets create even more tgt , we have a long way to go. and from now till our very last breath, i will always be by your side, i will hold on tight to you and will never let you go. you are the best gift that god has bestowed on me , and i love you alot. no words can describe how much i love you. i just do. i love you the way you are and i managed to have alot of new experience w you. like : riding a motor, ( i really enjoyed riding motor w you. i always have a phobia of motor, but i felt so safe in your care and thankyou for always assuring me throughout the journey back that i will be safe. thank you for keeping me safe in your care ^_^ )  and im learning canto cause of you. i will never regret anything, but i just hope we can go even further than where we are now. we will achieve bigger goals and dreams tgt. <3 谢谢你出现在我生命里， 有这个机会认识到你是我的福气。我中意你 《3

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