Tuesday 29 August 2017

hello~ so its the end of year 2 sem 1. cant wait for sem 2 to start cause it'll mean that the year is ending and year 3 will start. cant wait to graduate from poly. cant wait for my next chapter of life.


im glad i met them again in french class this sem. thank you my dearest shi hui for being one of the realest friend i can ever have in NP. and of course my dearest didi, and shawn and ck for always eating w me during breaks. thanks for making me smile. thank you for brightening up my day.




thank you my lovely friends that i made at work two years ago, it was a blessing to have you guys in my life. thanks for teaching me how to grow up, thanks for watching mature. thanks for always making me laugh.

i know every time i post, its always thanking ppl in my life.. well thats cause i really mean it, and i dont want to lose ppl anymore. im so scared of ppl leaving , im so afraid ill be alone. i know i alr lost alot of my friends. my best friends from wsss. they left, they are gone. they say their always there but i can never bring my face to face them anymore. im not the best friend they deserve. im not worthy anymore.

its amazing how i can still look you in the eye and feel that i love you. when i know i am no longer the one for you. 明明知道我不会是那个陪你到老的人了，可是却还想计划我们的未来。 我很累， 真的很累， 我知道你在骗我， 我知道你们还有联络， 可是我的心已经麻木了， 我不想去知道酱多东西， 我要再心痛了。 我的心冷了，催了，累了。我没办法再说我爱的是你，我不敢去承认我们的爱情已经结束了。我不想让我家人知道我很难过。我不想每晚都躲在被子里哭， 我真的不想去想了。 人累了， 心都累了。很想跟你说谢谢你，我知道你的辛苦， 我知道我不是你想要的，对不起浪费了你时间。 希望你以后会过个好日子， 我走了