Thursday, 16 August 2018

guess they were right, i need to stop hiding behind my mask and be the real me. but then again, who am i? who did i wanted to be ? whad was my goals and dreams? what am i good in ?? i dk anymore. i used to put 10001% in you but now that i lost you, idk whad i wan to do in life anymore.

i cant focus in my studies. i cant focus in life...

u once meant everything to me and you still do . why cant you stay out of my life when you already want her back??

u know me so well that i dont even know how to become a new person... im not brave enough to do it anymore..

there is so much pain that i cant and not know how to express. im just a mess right now.



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今天， 我终于把我们的过去收了起来，过去的时间已经是我们挽留不会的了，
是不是该放下了？

虽然心里有一万个不舍得，我知道迟早也要放下一切的，

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