Thursday, 24 March 2016
so its my first oversea trip w bf. not really like we travelled anywhere. or went anywhere special, even tho its just JB... but its still a good and memorable trip ^^ thanks my bf for everything~ it was a great trip w you. thanks for bringing me to that cafe ~
i know very well that you don't like me to go in often. and you always wanted to go w me if you could. cause you said it was dangerous.. even tho before we got tgt, i alr went quite a few times and i know the way around to places that i usually frequent. but i finally managed to go in w you this time ^^ thank you for the day ~ it was a great time, i really hope for more of this.
although we didn't go far that day, anywhere w you is the happiest thing for me alr. i hope we can have more of such dates. ^^
wanted to try cafe hopping so badly. but then i realise we both cannot stomach so much food in a day and then we would just rather stick to one place and talk instead. hehehe so ended up w only one cafe and it was a great memory created.
thankful for having you by my side, thankful that everything finally worked out for us. I'm really happy to able to hold your hand walk that journey home that day. we have a long way to go in the future. i want to hold on tight to your hand as we walk every path we cross. i never want to let go of your hand. i want to be embraced in your hugs everytime. i never want to lose you .
i hope we can get through everything tgt, i hope we can last forever. i want to see you everyday in my life. i want you to know how much i misses you, i hope that this love will be forever. simple and easy love. you are everything that i need , and having you by my side is enough :)
aini aini my bf ^^
Labels: thankful for everything . thankful for having you ^^
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04:52
Saturday, 19 March 2016
im so scared that histories will repeat itself.. i know very well,, that it will most probably happen again.. but i didn't expect it to happen so soon.. I'm really scared that everytime I'm in a rs, my friends will think I'm neglecting them, and then soon we will all be so distant.. I'm really trying my best this time, to maintain both side,. I'm gonna cherish my bf's presence and my friends...
these few days, there isn't much to talk w you, idky. i miss talkin to you, but you don't seem interested in talking to me anymore.. i can feel and see it in your replies...why is it so hard to go out all tgt ?? its not every time we do that also...
i miss you, i hope we can go out tgt soon again. just the two of us, short getaway or smth.. lets go sing k ? lets go jb ? lets go do smthing tgt pls :(
Labels: please don't give me the cold shoulder :(
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20:41
Thursday, 17 March 2016
i guess miracles do exists if you believes in them.. I'm glad i didn't stop believing that we actually stand a chance of being together... we been thru a lot, we had so many obstacles to passed to even get to this stage.. sacrifices were made. our lives changed .. we all became someone new. we started a new chapter in our life together now.
we got a lot more to face still.. we both came from diff background.. we have different kind of past and lifestyle.. but i hope we both can accommodate to each other . honestly, it wasn't easy to say that I'm brave enough to even start w you. yes, last time, i wanted badly to be w you.. but now i finally understood whad you meant by there is a lot to consider.. my parents, your physical appearance... your financial state.,.
.. whether we can be happy together... but hey, whad matters to me most now is being with you and going thru everything together.. I'm not gonna let whad others' word stop me from pursuing my love. you are everything that i wanted and i won't let it change. we can pass everything together. i hope none of us gives up halfway too.. i believes in us, i believe in you. i love everything abt you , i love your hugs. i love you.
throw back to our second date, but first date out alone. thank you for everything. accompanying me to watch my first 3D movie. although you slept halfway thru, it was really nice and warm to see you sleep hehehe. then after movie and lunch, we went to MBS, we took a nice stroll along the walkway.. the sky and the view was all so pretty. but i like your view most.
i really enjoyed just sitting there and talking to you, it was perfect. next time i wish we can go and fly kites at night, thank you for giving me everything. thank you for all our memories made, i wanna write more chapter w you, idw to end this story, i hope we can go a long way tgt ^^
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19:27
Monday, 7 March 2016
i guess waiting for you was the right choice. I'm glad i didn't run away from the situations, I'm glad i chose to stay and wait. i know its hard for you. there are a lot of things to consider. i really dk how to walk this path without you. this isn't gonna be an easy path.. we are gonna meet lots of obstacles. but i believed if we are tgt, we can get thru this and there will be a future waiting for us. I'm really happy that we can go out ytd, on a so called date. although we aint official yet. Im already very happy , I'm really thankful for everything. I'm really blessed to have met you, to know you and to be tgt w you. I'm sorry things got ugly for the situation and you have to make a choice soon between me and her... but its really for the best of everyone.. no matter who you chose to be with in the end, i will respect it . thats cause i love you. and i dw to put you in a difficult spot...
thanks for coming atw to my place to pick me up, and then we took the bus to town. thank you for accompanying me to topshop. i know you said before you don't really like to shop ,and think that its a waste of time.. but I'm thankful you actually spent time w me ^^ thanks for helping me pick a dress, actually not really picking but thanks for giving suggestions. ^^
thank you for having sushis w me, i know you don't really like sushi and you don't take raw food. but for my sake we went for it still. its fuckin exp tho, $80 for two.... using my money still.. cause you don't have credit cards... but its okay, cause i won't want you paying so much too. :/
after lunch, we went to get coffee bean. I'm sorry Ive got expensive drinking taste too.. i just wanted to pamper myself once in awhile .. cause I'm recently so stressed abt financial issues. and i needed to spent more to relieve stress. :( idk whad is happening to me.. I'm so screwed.. hehe but thank you still for everything . ^^ after getting our drinks, we waited for joanne and ahkit to come, then it sort of became a double date. HAHA. then we went to get ramen.. we passed by genki, and tan saw four of us... oh god .. HAHAHA,, but I'm glad you didn't even suggested to avoid going that route. and instead you even made it quite obvious that we four are out tgt ytd.. after dinner, we went to jurong point, to collect your glove. hehe, I'm so happy cause the bus ride back, you was holding onto my hands. my tiny hands never felt so safe, so secured before. i never want to let go of your hand. i want to hold on tight. forever.,
then we went to monster curry again for food. and gosh the damn serving ... its freaking huge. I'm still kinda shock abt how we double dated, and that you fed me infront of everyone. ^^ i really felt like I'm blessed ytd. i really wished time could stop ytd, i didn't wanted the day to end.. i wish i can hold onto your hands longer. thank you for sending me home too ^^ even tho you could have took the lrt home halfway.. or even just take the mrt home w your brother.. thank you for everything ytd. i hope we can do this more often, ^^
Labels: i love you many many uncle foong
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19:43