its been 4 years since i went to cambodia, i kinda miss the quiet peaceful days . miss the times when i can just sit there looking at the night sky , being stress free. what is like to be happy again? whad is it like to travel for the adventures? i went on a 14 days trip to run away from a problem i know that will always be there. i went there in hope i can find myself again. find the reason why im not happy. find out where i want to be in the future...
im not sure how good quality some of the photos will turn out, cause this time i didnt bring my camera and there was alot of moving around of the images, and thus the reduced quality :(((
secretly regretting not bringing my DSLR along but i had fun without cameras too, it was better memories made but i wished someone could have captured it, :(
thank you ee yep 2017 for making my second trip to cambodia memorable!! thank you dap dap for being such an awesome room mate and buddy. thanks for being there for me, im gonna miss those face mask nights with you, the night where we got high. the times when we had to wash clothes together. you have shown me how strong a girl can be once again, it doesnt matter whether we are alone or not, we can always be strong if we are determined.
thankful for the new bunch of friends made , thankful for the survivors which made the trip a whole lot better. we all went there as strangers, but we came back as a family of friend. special thanks to dap, kin mun, minjie, jia xing, yi xuan, seethoo, keith and many more for being such jokers on the trip and for going crazy tgt.
thank you for listening to my stories, thank you for guiding me when i thought i was alone .
and of course my fave samuel, i like samuel alot because he resembles hok lee. although he is more pampered , hok lee was a brave young boy that showed me that we can still bring happiness to those in need without smart phones, money and etc. all we ever needed was the love and time of the ones we love. why has it became so hard to see someone you love? why did it turn out that way?
????? so many question marks,im shock you found out my blog, its not that i dw to share with you my feelings anymore. idk if you will still read this but 有些东西不是我不知道，其实我什么都知道，我只是没出声。明明很痛明明很辛苦，却要看着你对你笑，说“ 我没事” 习惯了一切可是我还能忍多久？ you lost the key , you lost her heart. she watched her heart fell to the ground and it broke into a million pieces, which no one will ever be able to fix it again. .....
to my fave student, its hard remembering your name, but ill always remember your face and i know you love football alot, thank you for being such a wonderful kid. please grow up strong and healthy, i hope you can do something to help your community reach a better environment. help the kids grow strong and smart. be safe.
do you know how long has it been since you made this face for me? do you know why i love you and even chose to come this far? do you really know how hard it is for me ? do you even care ?
it hurts so much and i went on a trip seeking for help, hoping that i can find courage again to face you. i know where i stand, and i know i dont belong with you anymore. i know its hard, but goodbye is coming. thank you for everything. thank you for finding this page. thank you for being there when i grew from one phrase to another in my life.
im sorry i have to keep running away from our problem. im sorry i came into your life, im sorry for not being the best....... 她能帮到你的是我帮不到的。我还小还在学，不是我不想帮你，是我真的无能为力。她可以在经济帮到你，当你肚子饿人不舒服时她会在你身边陪着你。 而我能做到的只是在电话里关心你。 就算我不够钱用就算我需要过辛苦的日子我都会愿意陪着你，可是。。。。。。
♥ Embrace the magic