counting down the days to CNY'2016 !!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR MY FRIENDS ^^ finally its gonna be chinese new year, this time. will everything be the same as last year ? each year. the tradition is degrading.. idk ,, its not the same as it was anymore.. people just take the chance to dress up nicely,. get some ang bao money... then spend it all on gambling... then thats it ??? thats chinese new year now ? sighs.. i wish they still keep the traditions..,. this year, spring cleaning ? its not longer done as a family... its so sad and different... its 3 days to cny and my hse isn't decorated yet... whads the point when no visiting is even organised? its so hard to even plan one now,.. everyone in diff school.. everyone have different schedules ... i don't wanna miss this cny w them.. cause i know , if we skipped this year. who knows when will we ever meet again :(
been so happy shopping this year ! ^^ so proud of myself cause i paid everything myself now and i even can afford clothes for my sister. :) different style from last year, lets hope i can start this year on a positive note. can't wait to update this space again after cny ^^
also counting down the days before i turn legal. gonna miss being 17, because many blessed events happened when I'm 17. really thankful for all the wonderful events that happened. so here's a short summary of my chapter 17 ;)
thank you 2015 for a wonderful chapter in my life.. i was really lucky to get into PFP, @ NP. thank you for blessing me w such good results. thank you for the wonderful new classmates found. I'm really lucky to have met joanne, liani, chee yong, mathan, shi hui, rénee, jia ying, bella and merick.
without them, class would have been totally different..
and of course, i won't forget my 3 kids, alex, reinhard and glen. thank you for walking through 2015 w me.. thank you for always being there for me ( most of the time LOL ) . shixuan, for always entertaining me . and my two assholes friends. neets and darryl. thanks for remembering me. thanks for not forgetting me even tho you all got new best friends. i never wanted to call anyone my best friends , cause best friends eventually leaves. and only good friends stays.. lastly, the girls that I've lost contact w... cleo and ely. I'm sorry we drifted so much. but i hope we are still the goodest friends ever. to many more years w everyone listed ^^
really thankful for being blessed at work too. without them, i won't be who i am today. especially my genki family @ oc... que, elvin, kei , tan, ali, shaheer. thank you for being the best working buddies. thank you for everything you taught me. especially kei, my KL jiejie, .hehehe . I'm really happy we became such good friends. thank you for being my listening ear. thank you for guiding me a lot during work. ^^ not to forget my kitchen family too.. chef david and ah tai ~~ big thank you to both of them for pampering me most of the time. and ming mei and the aunty lee wah. ^^ thank you for taking care of me while i was working. I'm really lucky to have met all of you . <3 simon and ah jian also, thanks for being such good colleagues. always buying me drinks and stuff ~ lastly, leong and zhen. thanks for being my 好朋友 ! without them, working will definitely be different.. thanks for pampering me the most, always giving me good and extra food. thank you for all the cares you shown and given. thank you for feeding me into a fat little pig. :P
most importantly, my family. thank you for everything you given me last year. times was hard, i was working most of the time. thank you for understanding me. thank you for all the patience you shown and given me. I'm sorry sometimes i rebelled. I'm just tired. i just want a little freedom. i have my stress too... so many times i break down alone, crying.. but i can't tell anyone. I'm really tired. I'm sorry. thank you my family i love you all. <3
the most important character in my chapter 17 is leong. thank you for coming into my life. you taught me a lot of stuff. you changed me, you shaped me. thank you for telling me stuff that others won't. thank you for all the bus rides home,and memories created. although things are hard and complicated between us. im really grateful for everything that has happened so far. I'm not going to pursue a future w you. not until you can tell me that i will be the only one. for now, lets just keep things the way it is. i will wait for you. until you make a decision. i never know loving someone requires so much courage,. and because of you. I've found mine the courage to chase my happiness. things won't be easy for the three of us , but ill do wtv it takes to make sure things won't be hard for you. thank you for all these precious memories. i hope we can still create more tgt. :)
i hope this year, when i turn 18. you can still continue to write this chapter w me. and most importantly, spend my birthday w me. that will be the best present ill ever need. <3
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