Wednesday, 30 December 2015

goodbye 2015. thank you for being another memorable year to me. thank you for giving me the chance to meet new people.. and people i never ever wanna lose. although there was many ups and downs this year. I'm glad i have passed this obstacle in life and I'm ready to face 2016. not really looking forward because I'm scared. I'm scared that certain people i want to see in 2016, won't be there anymore. i really don't want to lose leong. if we can't be more than friends. then please let me just stay friends with him. i cannot and idk how to live without him. he became apart of me now. i know in my last post. i said ill lock my feelings up and that ill just stay friends. I'm sorry i broke that promise to myself. I'm sorry i can't keep my words.. he attempted to come in again. i couldn't block him out anymore. .. idk whads gonna happen. i dc whether people will hate me or not. i think i need to fight for who i want to be with.. but if he ever asks me to stay away, i will.

thank you for all the wonderful memories created. no matter where you go in the future. i will always remember you. everywhere i walk, i can see traces of our memories, and I'm glad i will never have to delete them again. i want to keep all these precious memories. even if we can't be together , i still have our memories. thank you for everything. :)


thank you to everyone else that are apart of my 2015.