Thursday, 17 December 2015
its finally time to say goodbye to our past. its time to start anew. but I'm glad that w my new beginning , you will still be a part of it. I'm really thankful that i finally made up my mind and set my heart to achieve this task. its really time to lock my feelings up . its finally time to say goodbye. thank you for all the wonderful memories created in 2015, i will never forget them. i wish it can last forever tho, and that we can create more of such memories. and even better ones, but i know its not gonna happen anytime soon. I'm really blessed to have the chance to meet you. I'm really thankful for the chance also. although we met each other at the wrong timing of our life. but i believe that we will still be a part of each other future. the past two months was really tough.. fighting the urge to keep you by my side and making you my happiness. when i know it will bring sadness to her and you in another way.. I'm really sorry for doing that. 原来勉强是真的没有幸福的.. but its okay, I'm glad i realise my mistakes alr. I've decided to lock my feelings up for good. i will never open it up again until its the right time. but its okay if the time don't come also, cause whad matters to me most, is you being happy. i will treat you as a normal friend only, if that is whad you wanted it to be from the start. I'm sorry i came in and made a wreck out of it. i hope that you will not forget me in times to come . i hope we can still texts like how we used to. i hope we can maintain our friendship the way it is.. or even better, if only you aren't afraid to call me your friend. its like a sin for us to be friends. unless we can be tgt openly... but i really want us to be open abt our friendship. is it really that hard? if you dw them to know, its okay. i understand....
we started as friend.. we became close because of this photo..
i enjoy making breakfast for you .. i like how you always buy marigold milk for me..
to all the times we spent together.. and exploring Singapore together..
how we always plan to meet for dinner and the walk back to my house...
my journey home is never lonely ever since you started taking the bus with me..
to all the stupid antics i made you do in public. and i really love the way you smiled.
hhn5 is really special this year, thats because you're there with me..
i will never forget you , i will not give up on you too...
thank you chelson foong. thank you for becoming someone so important in my life.. thank you for giving me the chance to feel what happiness is like again. thank you for making my heart beat faster everytime i see you. thank you for bringing so much beautiful memories to my life. thank you for allowing me to feel whad its like to love someone so much again. thank you for coming into my life. i learnt a lot, and i grew a lot also. when you really like someone, you will do whadever it takes to make that special someone happy. you will do whatever it takes to make that person smile. i dont want to see you being worried or troubled anymore. i promise ill leave my feelings locked deep inside my heart. i won't show it to anyone anymore. will you be part of my life in the future? i really don't know, but i hope you will be.. thank you for everything. ily.
♥ Embrace the magic