Monday, 26 October 2015

i guess you're pretty much stuck in a sticky situation cause of me.. I'm sorry i came into ur life and made a mess out of it. idky but i just feel like its my fault. but then at the same time i think that everything happened for a reason... i know there are lots of stuff that you keep from me, but ill eventually just find out on my own. its getting so confusing these days. whad everyone is telling me... can i really believe them ? i allow myself to believe them even tho i know it might hurts if i realise that it is just my wishful thinking...

你知不知道，我天天都在想你. 越想越多.. 我知道我不应该酱想你，可是我真的不可以不想你.. 我好想告诉自己你是会回家的,倒是你就会忘了我你也不会再和我联络.... 可是最近的每一天我们之间....我真的很开心  i know its impossible. really. but people giving me the idea that it will work out one day and i am gonna tell myself that i will wait.  and i will. because you became a part of me, and even though i can't have you now. i need you still. i want to wait even tho it is a stupid choice.

i miss you a lot. when i can't see you, i can only look at my phone, and feel ur presence there.. where did you go today? whad happen ? i want to know , but I'm afraid to text you first. i can't allow myself to do that , cause I'm scare that you won't reply me .. and if you don't, i will be sad.

Mr Foong, i will wait for miracles to happen even though its .... they may call me a bitch for having that wish, but i really can't control whad I'm feeling anymore. you taken over me, and i want to have you in my life ... whad the future contains is a mystery.. i believe in you.

and i am gonna tell myself this : " my current situation is not my final destination  "

If you can’t get someone off your mind they are probably supposed to be there.