
Saturday, 17 October 2015
honestly, i think i am very lucky to have met you in 2015. although it may not be the best gift that ever happened to me . but I'm so glad i met you still. i can't imagine whad my 2015 would be like if i chosen to go to sec 5 in jan. everything would be so diff now... you wouldn't know who i am , i wouldn't know you are you. we would never have had the chance to cross each other path ... sometimes i regret talking to you first. because if i didn't , i wouldn't have like you. i wouldn't have caused you so much problem... i know now that you know i like you a lot. although you don't say anything or do anything. i know that is because you can't .... I'm sorry i made your life so problematic,.. even tho i know you have a gf , i still like you lots and i can't stop thinking abt you... its like a sin to like you and I'm the sinner. everyday without fail, i would be thinking about you. whad are you doing... where are you... are you w her ? ....

7/10 tell me its impossible and i should give up .. they said i shouldn't be a third party... but 3/10 tells me to follow my heart .. the future is a mystery and we will never know whad will happen.. and I'm gonna follow the 3 person cause i can't bring myself to remove you from my life completely now. ... everyday without fail, although the concern can be deceiving, i chose to believe its real. i know you only show ur concern through chats ( not even sure if its real or fake ... ) i just wanna believe you really care abt me.. there's so much going on inside of me that I'm lost and confuse of where to go next...
i think I'm really lucky to have met you and know you. perhaps you just treat me as a lil sis.. but sometimes the feeling just begs to differ... 2016 will be a new year. i wonder whether we will still be in contact then.. no matter where you are in the world, i think i won't be able to forget you.. if there is a chance in the our next life, i wish for the chance to meet you first instead..
♥ Embrace the magic
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