Wednesday, 19 August 2015
define poly students.
we are no longer secondary school kids. we 've grown up. we all matured up. why is it that you can't trust us ? we are your kids. we are your blood. is it that hard to have some faith in us ? don't you know us well enough by now? I'm seventeen . you seen me grown since young. yes i accept the fact that i have changed. I'm not as obedient as i am in the past.. but did i ever rebel against you ? did i do something to disgrace you ? did i break the law or did anything close to that ? no. i didn't and i won't. by now , you should have trust in me. i mean ,, come on lah. i know you are just concerned about my safety , but please really. i won't disappoint you anymore. why is it so hard for you to trust me. you seen my friends, you seen the worst there can be . but despite all those, did i pick up all the bad habits when I'm hanging out w them ?no right, I'm still the same me. just that i stayed out a tiny bit later. but i still goes home before 12pm .. unless I'm working. -.- yes i know for myself I'm not the same old me. but I'm trying my very best to get the old me back. even me myself miss her a lot. sometimes i even wonder what happened. did i grow up too fast or did i just left the old me back there . whadever the case may be, i am really trying my best to find her back ok. its just not gonna be easy,. because somewhere down the road, a better me is waiting to be found.
you may not see it in me now, but i promise ill get there someday. and then you will regret pushing me off the edge. I'm really tired of being tied down, if only you can relax a little, i would have tried even harder to come back earlier. you controlled me too much, I'm tired. you're tired. we are all tired. we had it enough and we want to stop, but none of us knows how to . we are stuck .
♥ Embrace the magic